As of late I realized something. I HATE school. For the past 5 years, not 4 for all you folks smarter than me, I have been in the higher education slave trade at Westminster College. It has gotten to the point where I was hospitalized because of all the anxiety I had over school and personal finances as of late. I graduate next year: 2013. Another year of trying not to lose it. So basically here's a top 12 list of why school is boring me:
1. Professors who have the exact same personality as my dad.
2. Not being able to get enough sleep for WEEKS because of anxiety over papers and stupid senate meetings that went until midnight.
3. Associated Students of Westminster College (ASWC) being so inclusive that I have to retire.
4. I'm struggling with having a credit card for the first time.
5. I can't ditch class to go on a vacation even though I want to and everyone else does including my own brother .
6. Everyone yelling at me on the school newspaper.
7. Getting busted by my parents for partying, raging and regulating then nearly having a panic attack.
8. The question of what the hell am I going to f***ing do with a comm degree?
9. Realizing I'm impulsive.
10. My dad still giving me crap for not going into science.
11. Going out with a guy for three months who was a hick farmboy with ZERO life experience.
12. Avoiding stuff that was bothering me and letting it spiral outta control.
Well looks like SOMEONE needs to re-evaluate some things...Ha!
